From Pitsi. :)

“Things from the past are just there - in the past, they may affect us now but it doesnt mean they should affect the future…”

Ok. NOW, I know.

What do we really learn from relationships? Is it how much we can love a person or how much we can give?

Relationships entail RISK. It is inevitable that we might still get hurt in the end no matter how much we give. There is no formula for a successful relationship. Every couple go through countless rough spots along the way. Maybe we need to find someone who is willing and committed enough to work things out…side by side, hand in hand.

I have realized that I cannot always have it my way or demand for what I want. There are boundaries in all aspects. It is also important to know when it’s still worth taking the pain or if it’s time to walk away.

I’m not losing hope. Happiness is actually within reach. I just have to appreciate life’s blessings instead of my failures.

Relationships is all about TOLERANCE. We will always find things to hate about the person we love. It’s either we stay and deal with it for the rest of our lives or we simply leave.

The latter makes more sense to me.

Back to basic?

Friends just know the RIGHT things to say. This conversation with Janey (college friend) really warmed my heart. If we go back to history, I would not have met Michael (NOIC) if it wasn’t for her.  :)

It was too hard to process things as they happen. Just when someone told me to hold on, I gave up. Maybe too much, too soon. I really do not know.

She talked about going back to the basic. Forget the issues, trust with all your heart… and a lot more. For now, I just want to live MY life and be hopeful that one day, I’ll have my VERY own happy ending.

Just sharing. Read on.

Me: (6/22/2009 9:27:26 AM): At least, I’m over it and I learned something…
Me: (6/22/2009 9:27:34 AM): matutunan ko na din sana bumait…
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:27:50 AM): mabait ka naman ha
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:28:02 AM): youre one of the most mabait person i know
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:28:28 AM): that person just needs to understand you
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:28:30 AM): really
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:28:40 AM): youve been thru a lot kaya ka ganyan

Me:(6/22/2009 9:28:56 AM): grabe kakaiyak ka naman
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:29:22 AM): nako ilan taon na binilang naten
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:29:31 AM): un conversation naten
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:29:33 AM): ganon pa den
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:29:35 AM): hahahahaha
Me: (6/22/2009 9:29:37 AM): exactly
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:29:47 AM): i remember you telling me
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:30:15 AM): about finding that one person who truly deserves us
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:30:28 AM): youve been thru relationships..
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:30:34 AM): ive been thru marriages!
Me: (6/22/2009 9:30:47 AM): meron pa kaya?
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:30:53 AM): ako na lang inspiration mo
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:30:55 AM): hahaha
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:31:05 AM): kung yun marriage nga nag fafail

Janey: (6/22/2009 9:31:20 AM): kaya…kapit lang
Janey: (6/22/2009 9:31:22 AM): meron pa yan
 

AMEN.

Babay muna.

Pinkstars is going to Pampanga where she hopes to find peace and just be with people who genuinely love her and makes her happy.

I’ll miss my room…:(

Be back. Soon.

Cancelled.

I don’t have Friendster, Facebook and Multiply account anymore.

The obssessed fat ass does not stop with her psychotic thingy.

I’ll wait ’til I find out she’s DEAD. Her own illusions killed her.

Indepence day.

June 12, 2009.

FREEDOM.

*embrace*

Hopeful.

There would be days when I feel so lonely and scared realizing I may end up not married. But I always thought it’s better not to get married than to rush into it because I was so afraid of being alone. I am not in pursuit of a marital status though. I simply want to be happy where I am right now and wherever I’m heading to.

Goin through the motions.

 It’s really damn hard when you learn to care for somebody and you start building your dreams around him. What’s even harder is when you realize that he was NOT with you in all your journey.

For the past weeks I’ve been into different emotional stages. One day I’m happy, the next day I’m not. It has been my comfort zone that I find myself not even bothered about how things, situations and people affect me…to the point of taking the best out of me.

I’m trying to put it all behind me.  I’m putting up a strong front. I would not let something like that smack me down. I can get myself out of this.

Heck, maybe I should give myself a lil more credit. I can still pick myself up, all it takes is a little more TIME and when I’m alive again, wounds will be healed. I’d be capable of loving and trusting again.

Kitty

I love Hello Kitty. I want to feed her Purina and Friskies.

My girl friend Pitsi is very frisky. 

I am rich and glamorous. 

I don’t talk to walking teeth and walking lard.